8 years ago, my world came crashing down around me. One day would completely change the next several years. It would damage to the point to where I (thought) would be completely beyond repair. 8 years ago I discovered my husband’s addiction to pornography.
The details of that time have lost their importance, what is important about this event in my life are the days, weeks, and years that followed. The painful, dark, and lonely moments. The glimpses of hope. The brief relapse. The return of feelings of utter hopelessness.
After several years of my husband’s “sobriety” I found myself still in darkness. I felt I was in a better place after prayer and after calling upon my Savior, Jesus Christ. But I felt I still had work to do. I was still living in fear. Still living in pain. Anxiety and depression had been a familiar world, but I found myself even deeper. Struggling weekly with panic attacks, crippling fear that a secret world still surrounded my family. I found myself questioning my husband constantly- despite his own efforts to ensure me that he was faithful and loyal to me and to our children. It was a poison in my life, and I couldn’t handle it anymore.
I had known Talesha in High School- and saw her posting about her group on Facebook. Not going to lie- the idea of energy healing seemed hokey. I would read her posts in intrigue- and doubt would creep in. “Nah, it couldn’t work. Energy healing is for weirdos…” One day, she was talking about individual healing sessions. I had a CLEAR spiritual impression to reach out to her. I pushed it off, thinking it was just my own mind. But the impression kept coming. So I messaged her. She arranged a phone call with me, and that phone call would completely change the course of my own healing and recovery. She was an answer to prayer. That first phone call I sobbed. I told her about my story- and that I needed her help. She was so kind with my tender feelings. She did not judge my sweet husband and applauded him for his hard work. She was ready to help.
Addictions and the aftermath are always going to be a topic of complete sensitivity. Emotions run high and often the addiction has created some kind of trauma for the family. I didn’t want to be harsh or use judgement. I never do. But especially in this situation. Because truly at the end of the day I’m not in her shoes and it isn’t about me. It’s about me helping her and that was most important.
We started doing sessions over the phone. THIS WAS LIFE CHANGING. Through meditation and energy work, she discovered years of painful experiences (many of which I had never talked about). She helped me through some of the most painful things in my life. She helped me release and remove these things. AND IT WORKED. Those moments are sacred and special to me, so I will not share specifics. But I could physically feel them being removed from my spirit and from my body. Those years of pain and memories of suffering began to fade. She would let me cry, she would help me to express love and appreciation to my spirit. To my physical body. She helped me work through emotions that had been trapped inside- that I didn’t even realize had plagued me.
This is what I love the most. This was all over the phone. Often people don’t realize how powerful this work can be. I want this paragraph above to be that proof. This work WORKS and it is powerful. The recognition of feeling the emotions leave her body is not uncommon. The more ready you are to surrender and release, the stronger the feeling of release. It makes me giddy thinking of all the negativity leaving so she can be who she wants to be in her marriage.
In 6 weeks, I became a different person. I felt full of light. Full of hope. Darkness had been removed. Pain had been released. Dark clouds that covered my heart had been replaced with love and light. My panic attacks began to slow. My anxiety lessened. My fear decreased. My relationship with my husband grew. It has now been months since my sessions. My panic attacks are almost completely gone. My life is changed. I am changed.
WOW! look at all that change. This is not just a one time, one situation experience. This happens over and over again. I am so proud of her for being willing to let me in to this area of her life. She worked and trusted the process and because of that her life is changed. It’s not a complicated process and that is what makes it so beautiful. Simple steps, simple release, and powerful change!
Since then, I have called on Talesha to help me in moments of anxiety and fear. She has taught me how to recognize in myself the things I can release that no longer serve me. She has given me the gift to heal the correct way, instead of just masking difficult situations. She has been a guiding light to healing and recovering for myself.
I am ready to work with Talesha too!Working with me doesn’t mean I do the work and you benefit. It means I guide you, just as she said. And than after that guidance I teach you. I share my wisdom so that you can continue to be a powerhouse in your own life. I’m always here for you but want you to be empowered to make choices and solve problems because you CAN!